I am pleased to let you know, that at LONG last, Don’t Wimp Out! Finding Faith, Courage and Victory in Life’s Daily Battles  is now available! 
 
To order go to www.caretuk.com and go to the Store page.
 
We are mailing in packages that accommodate 1-2 books (media mail), 3 books (Priority padded envelope), 12 books (Priority medium box) and 18 books (Priority large box.) Allow 2-4 weeks for delivery.
 
I hope you enjoy it as much as I did writing it, and that you will be blessed and learn a few things you didn’t know, too!
 
We have been excited that several doctors have bought for their patients and staff, insurance agents ordered as a “thank you” to their staff, as well as others. They say they make great
“No Trick/All Treat”, Thanks-for-Giving” and other people are  planning for holiday gifts.
 
An e book and an audible book are in the works, so stay tuned! 

IT’S SOLSTICE WEEK UP HERE IN THE ALL BUT 4 HOURS OF LIGHT. WE REVEL IN IN. WE OFTEN FORGET WHAT TIME IT IS, AS FOR A SHORT WHILE IT WILL BE HARD TO FIGURE OUT IF IT IS A SUNRISE OR A SUNSET.
 
SEASONS CHANGE. WHILE BY MOST STANDARDS WE HAD A MILD WINTER, THE GROUND WAS STILL FROZEN IN PLACES. WE JUST FINISHED PLANTING THIS LAST WEEK – AND EVERYTHING IS ALREADY UP AND GOING! WE LOVE BEING ABLE TO BE “FARM TO TABLE.”  EVENING CONVECTION SHOWERS HELP SO WE DON’T HAVE TO WATER, AND 65 DEGREE F WEATHER IS GREAT TO TAKE BREAKS AND SIT ON THE DECK ON.
 
WE CONTINUE TO LOVE BILL BEING RETIRED. ONLY TROUBLE IS, I FORGET WHAT DAY OF THE WEEK IT IS! WE ARE FINDING THAT LESS IS MORE, QUALITY OVER QUANTITY AND CHOICES STILL HAVE CONSEQUENCES.  SO, PAYING ATTENTION TO RISK VERSUS REWARD IS IMPORTANT – ESPECIALLY FOR CARE.
 
WE HAVE COME TO THE MEDICAL POINT WHERE THERE ARE NOT MANY OPTIONS LEFT TO DEAL WITH THE HAND I’VE BEEN DEALT, SO WE WILL DO WHAT WE ALWAYS DO: ONE DAY, ONE HOUR AT A TIME. WE WILL KEEP YOU POSTED.
 
DON’T WORRY IF YOU DON’T HEAR FROM US IN THE NEXT FEW MONTHS – WE ARE (WE THINK!) COMING DOWN THE HOME STRETCH WITH DON’T WIMP OUT! (FINDING FAITH, COURAGE AND VICTORY IN LIFE’S DAILY BATTLES.) THERE IS A STRONG CHANCE IT IS GOING TO THE PRINTER IN THE NEXT 1-2 WEEKS. MANY EDITS, MANY CHANGES, AND DETOURING HOW WE ARE GETTING IT OUT WILL KEEP CARE OUT OF BILL’S WAY, AND OUT OF TEMPTATION TO GARDEN WITH HIM. (DO YOU THINK 123 HILLS OF POTATOES THAT ARE UP ARE ENOUGH?!) HE PLANTED ROWS SO HE CAN WEED BY RUNNING THE TILLER OR DISC BEHIND HIS 4-WHEELER. IF I MAY SAY SO, IT LOOKS AWESOME!
 
SORRY FOR EVERYONE DEALING WITH THE HEAT – BE SAFE, AND KNOW WE ARE SENDING OUR LOVE AND PRAYERS!
 
 
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During one of my quiet times recently, I came across a phrase that made me stop in my tracks. I kept repeating the phrase, as somehow it resonated that it was actually a description of me. What might that phrase be?  Stubborn Faith. (Ok, don’t seem so surprised for those who know me!)

I have just walked through another battle where I had to draw upon every bit of the stubborn faith Thomas Champness describes as the faith that will keep moving ahead and let God fulfill His promise when HE sees fit.  As I have shared many times before, with my medical challenges, I never know ‘who’ or ‘what’ I will awaken to each morning. This last time wasn’t just a morning – it was weeks.

I wasn’t aware how serious the battle I was fighting was at the time. I just knew it went day, after day, after day. I was only out of bed for fifteen minutes at a time, but that’s when I did my daily devotional reading and thinking.

I already knew that God sometimes allows us to be on our backs so we will be on our backs, looking upward to Him. Yet, it was during these times I saw that God provides resting p laces as well as “working” places, and this time was a time to REST and to be THANKFUL as He brought me, tired, weary and worn to streams along the way. (No more snow! We can see the river again!)

And just as was beginning to get a bit of ‘oomph’ back, I was told it will take months to recover, as I lost all the buffer I had been building the last 3 years. At first I was discouraged. Then I looked back to the gazillions of miracles and blessings that had been poured over me. And the pressure of difficult times (Care-difficult=lay low/do little!) have brought so much value into my life.
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So – how about it: want to join me in having some “stubborn faith?

As many Alaskans, the last few winters (by record keeping standards) have been pretty mild. For the most part, so was this winter. Oh, we got 100+mph winds - nearby they had gusts to 170+ mph with 150 gusts all night. EEK!  Sure, we got snow. Actually, we received a relatively decent amount of snow – a couple of big dumps of 6” or more, but hey – it’s Alaska, right?  It just hasn’t gone anywhere or melted since October.  It just kept adding up, and stayed cold until this week.
 
This year, we broke records for having 3 consecutive months below the freezing mark – with a couple nights of minus 20 or more. We were delighted when we finally hit single digits: t-shirt weather! At last! Even last week we awoke to minus 6 degrees F. 
 
Bill made a comment yesterday that while we didn’t get record ‘amounts’ of snow, our snow plow berms are the highest they’ve been in the nineteen years we’ve lived here.  Alas, all good things must come to an end. We will be in the mid-fifties, possibly sixties by next week – our ‘summer’ type weather. I usually get my best tan in April and May, so I was getting a worried we would have a never-ending winter!
 
At the height of my frustration, watching more snowflakes fall last week, I was reminded of several verses:
              Run as in the way that you are running for the prize. : 1Corinthians 9:24 (NIV)   and      We had hoped. Luke 24:21 (NIV)
Run – with a purpose and perseverance, never giving up or in.
Hope – Everlasting and in all things.
 
Two days ago , temps still in the 30’s, I took a nap.  When I woke up, Bill said –“look outside your  Refuge (my office).”  He had lovingly shoveled FEET of snow off the small deck directly outside my office. The snow had been to the door handle high.  AND he had set out my favorite lounger and lawn chair. Love doesn’t get more tangible than that!
 
As I type from the deck, you are enjoying a photo of the last of winter and and we HOPE, spring.  All is well. Tim was accepted into a Construction Union program that will last 3-4 years, Bill, with a little help from me, has been getting next year’s wood supply in – we’re about 2/3 done. I am on the 1-3 monthly “on hold”/wait medical roller coaster, still fighting the 4 active cancers – I get a lull in the scans, tests, etc. YAY!!

The book, which we pulled from traditional publishing, is now waiting for local printing bids to come in. It certainly isn’t how I thought it would go, but I’m in no hurry (read Habakkuk 2:1-3) it fits me to a “T.” God’s in no hurry!

We had a delightful time with Scott and Samantha their first sleep-over at our place. Soon we will start some garden seeds inside, but with so much snow, it depends on ‘when’ we can actually put things outside. Can’t wait to see what Bill new culinary delight he will come up with this year – Jeff and the kids got him an awesome Ninja that does everything, and it is being daily loved!
 
Blessings and s’mores! Let us know how you are!

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Lately, with economic, medical, political and spiritual upheaval, in my set-aside nightly time of being silent and listening, a thought floated through. None of this is upheaval is new – it is just new in a different way than we have experienced.
 
Our parents, grandparents, even back to Biblical times there were wars waged. Food, jobs and even clothing was scarce. Locusts and dust storms destroyed crops. People got sick from a variety of plagues and medical challenges, even pandemics.  Do we read or did we hear them complain?
 
Well, as a matter of fact we did. Think of the biblical passages telling of the grumbling of lack of food/manna and the grit and grime of sand. Maybe you read about the outcomes of the Spanish Flu of 1918 where 1/3 of the world’s population was infected.  I’ve heard stories from elders in my family who shared stories of people with the “grumpies.” during the 1929 stock market crash and Great Depression  into the 1930’s.  Just this week I have heard more than my share of people sporting ‘badattitudes’ complaining about how the world stands today.
 
Laying quietly, still listening, even with everything swirling about, I had a peace that filled every crevice of my being. PEACE. A peace no mortal person could ever give me. Then I drifted off to sleep. (Hey – I can only be silent and listen for so long! Being a geezer is tiring at times!)
 
The next morning, getting comfy with my coffee and settled in my recliner for my “well-filling-time,” I read Psalm 46:5a: “God is in the midst of her – she will not be moved.” The verse was followed by words that Hannah Whithall Smith penned: “Is it possible for us who are so easily moved by earthly things to come to a point where nothing can upset or disturb our peace? The answer is yes.” (Streams in the Desert)  
 
 Was the peace that I was encountering a result of intentionally choosing to believe God and His Word (not just “in” Him) and am standing firm in Who and what I believe? The answer is YES!
 
What about you?

​Never Give Up
 
For those of you who know me, you know that I can be tenacious at times – or is that “stubborn”?
 
Whichever way you choose to look at how I’ve the walk I’ve walked, faced the challenges we’ve faced, I want you to know that the ONLY way I can make it is by remembering:
 

1. Each new day is a gift. A present. In the present.
2. Each and every day we will face situations that we may not feel prepared for, nor remembering to ask for the task at hand.
3. Each new day, we have a choice on what kind of “tude” we will sport – a bad-attude, a glad-atiude, a sad-attude. Whatever ‘”tude” you choose, will be what you show the world around you – your family, friends, colleagues, employers, but most importantly, God himself.

We may try to rationalize that our prayers aren’t heard, that God isn’t listening. For if God did hear, He would have answered.  
 
What I have learned is, I may not have answers to the many prayers I’ve prayed, but God holds the “timer” and answer, and it isn’t the time for that prayer to be answered. But is does not give us an excuse not to pray.
 
2021 looks to be an interesting one. No one person’s difficulties or prayers are more urgent or important than another’s. As we heard so many times in 2020: “We’re all in this together.” So join me, will you, as we pray our way, praise our way, and worship our way through the year – no matter what daily life battle we find ourselves in. Let’s celebrate our differences, agree to disagree if need be, but don’t let it rob you of the blessing of friends and friendships.
 
Look at the palm of your hand. What and where will your influence take you. And if you aren’t sure? God’s communication line is open 24/7, and you will never get a busy signal, nor put on hold. 

                     After the final NO,  there comes a YES.  
                   It is on that YES the future of this world depends.
                                                      So:

• When you hear the final “NO”, will you be open and STILL enough to hear the “YES”?
• Will you believe in yourself enough to KNOW that YOU are part of what today’s world depends upon?
• Are you willing to block out all the naysayers, and boldly step out and do your part, willing to put yourself out there, confidently KNOWING your ‘assignment’ even if others are NOT confident in your calling/assignment?

•  KNOW your YES, and DO it...No matter what the cost. 
  
•  Because you have already counted the cost,  KNOW that because your YES ­is THE "YES", it will be provided for  – pressed down, over-flowing, above and beyond what your wildest imaginations  could ever think was possible?

•  I believe, because of the incredible person I KNOW you to be, that your answers will be your YES. Why? Because the direction and the future of where this world is going depends on your YES, even if others say the final is NO. Why?
• Because YOU are UNSTOPPABLE.